Who am I?

What is it that makes me me?

Is it a pile of habits, words that comes out of my mouth?

Maybe actions I’m making?

Am I just a machine who runs on blood and food instead of electricity and fuel?

Is my consciousness something what matters?

Why am I here, and why am I searching all those answers, when easier is to stay quiet and do what they told me to do…

Why am I here torturing myself trying to struggle… Not to live, but to struggle…

Are we all born the same? Or there are differences that makes others successful and me… The way I am… ??


Every time I close my eyes, same questions pops out, always the same…

It is just between the thoughts when I can get rest…

Between them in a fracture of a second I feel the blessing from everywhere, bliss and clarity…

That fraction of a second is freedom, and happiness.

Warmth in body spreading, and making me whole, making me superhuman…

Too bad it doesn’t last for a longer, because I would be living there…

And just as it passes away, I say once more, for the last time, like always,

I will make it this time… I will give peace to myself, and let go of all that defined me…

But the circus is still in the town, and the truth just took a free time…


It looks like I’m not meant to be a superhuman… Just another average human, struggling to survive and waiting to rest…

Just like many others… Many, many others.


About Good Deed

I am a free thinker who want to see better world with peace and unity as a foundation stone. Color of my skin, my religion and nationality are not what is important. I am a human and one of the citizens of World. I think of myself as free spirit who is here to make better world as much as possible. And I expect you to help me make better tomorrow...

Posted on October 18, 2012, in Uncategorized and tagged , , . Bookmark the permalink. 4 Comments.

  1. There is no easy answers to your questions… finding a definition to yourself is the question of all questions.. One may live all his life looking for an answer.. You are not alone in that !
    Your words are exquisite and so touching.

    • Thank you for your nice comment… I found my God, and with my thoughts and words I try to inspire people at least to think about it for 1 second. I respect religious differences and my God is not pushing or hating religions… He respects religions… That’s how I found Him… By respecting religions and using my own mind for searching… Cheers! Friend.

  2. YES!! Thank you. God bless your journey and your powerful writing.

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